I will write for myself, to alleviate the apprehension in the depth of my soul.
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Friday, September 23, 2011

Rule No.10: Don't ask God to guide your footsteps if you're not willing to move your feet.



Greetings, my friends. As I’m gathering pieces of thoughts together and trying to put them down in words, I can’t help but to sigh at myself for being so naive thinking that this whole week was going to be amazing. My mom just grounded me from going out with my friends. Yes you heard that right. I am not allowed to meet my friends till I don’t know when. Blame it on my sister for not coming home yesterday. For once I actually wish school would start next week because of this shit, but deep down I really don’t want this holiday to end so quickly. I hope I’ll really have the time of my life within this short span of time. Oh who am I kidding……………………

This morning when I woke up, I found out on twitter that our exam results were released at noon. See how twitter can be a very effective reporting tool? The process of getting my exam results is such a story by itself. But I am pleased to say that I passed all the modules that I have taken, although I can do better. I was expecting my boyfriend to congratulate me or something when I told him that my GPA’s good enough for me, but all he could say was, “2.4 is okay right since your efforts macam kosong.” Kosong means empty in malay. And I was like, “Am I supposed to say thanks?” Hahaha, boyfriend’s such a sweetheart, eh? Well I wouldn’t say I didn’t put any effort although I did slack off during my first semester especially when my vacation was arriving… However, I still put in effort to make sure I would pass all my understanding tests. Surprisingly I did! Alhamdullilah. So, how did ya'll do? Great? I hope so!:)

That's my sec3 photo! Hehehe:)

The reason why I have only three pathetic CE points is because I chose not to go for lectures. I’d gotten attached to Style Groovaz Crew that I spent almost every day practising. I actually depended on my future dance performances to earn my points. Unfortunately, I decided to quit my passion for some personal reasons. Me just being me, knowing I had nothing interesting to look forward to, I didn’t have the mood at all to sign up for those boring talks/lectures. Furthermore, I don’t have many friends. I’m just sort of reluctant to socialise much. Besides the dancers, my classmates were pretty boring and I couldn’t really click with them. In fact, I can count on one hand the number of call-up-anytime-friends I’ve made!

I’ve been pondering whether I should change school. Well, I can’t say I did not enjoy my time here at all. It was refreshing and fun while it lasted, but it got tiring in the long run. I know that’s part and parcel of life but I really dislike RP’s education system! I’m just going to go through my second semester and if I really don’t like it, i will consider pursuing another business course in a private school (most probably raffles?<:) and I already talked about it with my father ;)

God is good, all the time. Don’t blame the Almighty when things don’t go your way. Do remember- What seems to us as bitter trials are often blessings in disguise. Have a happy weekend guys. xx

P.S: I have actually forgotten that today is our 16th monthsary until my boyfriend wished me few hours ago. Oops! Cheers to our sixteenth, darling :-*

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