I can't write and pretend everything's okay, and it's unhealthy to spill my beans into the abyss that is the internet. Life has been messy so I apologize for my erratic mood.
Right now I’m slowly adjusting myself back to the single life. It’s my choice to go solo even though it is not something I enjoy. We had what seemed like a wonderful relationship for 1.5 years but my instincts finally told me we weren’t meant to stay. Don’t get me wrong- He is a nice guy at heart and there will definitely be a lot of things that I’m going to miss about us. But then again, life goes on...We have total opposite personalities (I guess the age gap affects a lot too) that I thought was very special. Looking back, I’ve realised that it was affecting who I am as a lady, the values that I believe in and the dreams that I have in life. I have to admit that I have pretty high expectations of my ‘future husband’ and I really can’t afford to let anyone stop me from doing what I really want to achieve in life.
I could write more, but I don't wish to tell the whole world our story. Till we meet again. xx
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