Rule #91: Hearts are fragile, do not toss words around recklessly.

"I could write a list why I should go away from you,” I gathered my courage to say what I needed to. This wasn't the first time that I realized the state of unhappiness that I'm in with him. “List the reasons to stay, instead!” He responded firmly. The heartaches and tears for the past couple of weeks were insane. Things surrounding me were already tough to deal with and he only made it harder. I sought comfort and motivation especially from the one I love. But each aspect of the situations he told me seemed like an instrument of torture, exquisitely shaped to precisely pierce my heart with all his judgement about me. Enough is enough yet I found myself still questioning the true limit of the term enough; I suppose this is the disadvantage of being patient and having a high tolerance level. That night, he poured his emotions out and reminisced our good times like never before. I knew it wasn't easy for him to open up so I secretly prayed in my heart that we could have this more often because communication is essential and it’s really soothing to listen to him talk about our firsts, wants and feelings. "Can I hear your voice for the last time?" He texted me earlier that night. We thought it would be our last phone call. But it’s only just the beginning.

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Nadiah Latiff

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