Rule #80: It’s always the simple things in life that are the most extraordinary.

"You're going to come across people in your life who will say all the right words at all the right times. But in the end, it's always their actions you should judge them by. It's actions, not words, that matter."

Something clicked into place for me recently, and I’ve spent the days asking myself what it all means, and what exactly I’m supposed to do about it. How do you know that the things you feel are good to feel? Right now I can’t trust my emotions- can’t trust that I’m feeling the right things the right way at the right time. I’ve never been able to judge the right times to feel anything, or the right proportion. I trust my brain more, but I can’t think myself out of feeling how I feel.

Anyway, the other day I dreamt of someone who became my other half for more than a year and a half. Just for that few minutes after I woke up, I actually felt that I truly missed him- 4 months after the break up that is- till I had that strong urge to give him a call. Then my stomach was grumbling and I felt so hungry. The moment I had food in my hands right in front of my eyes, I forgot about him all over again!

I thanked God for making it easy for me. I don't want to waste my time missing the wrong guy.

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I realized that there are quite a number of people I know whose birthdays fall on March 15. My baby girl, Yuslina, is one of them and our clique decided to celebrate @ Timbre! It’s really nice although I wish I could stay there longer- Duh have I mentioned my dad’s really strict with the curfew now? Anyway, I would totally ditch partying in a club on my 18th for a relaxing chill out in a pub with a live acoustic band! That’s what I always wanted to do for my birthday this year. Great choice, yuslina! 5 years of friendship and still counting...




















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