It’s early Wednesday morning and I’m sitting at my dining table wearing a pair of shorts and nothing else. Last few days I woke up with nobody at home. Today is no different. It feels good to be home alone…I feel rather, independent. I made my bed this morning, washed the dishes, and I made myself breakfast- scrambled eggs with cheese, toast bread and a cup of hot milo!
I’m sitting here with much on my mind. Much of it ran through my mind as I slept last night, so that when I woke up I felt as if I were emerging from a stupor. I wanted to submerge myself in sleep, and stay submerged. Discipline, as always, got the better of me. As I ponder over my life, I realise that penning every feeling down would not be possible, as words fall short, mind races and holding it down being impossible, i try to catch the glimpses and put them in writing.
I basically spent Christmas working my butt off and chilling with my good pal, Dinie, at town till late doing nothing. (His brother was around too. He looks even attractive now that he is bald!:p) We missed our last public transport back to Choa Chu Kang, so I pretty much burnt twenty bucks just on the cab…… which…… initially, we were stranded at Redhill and when we finally got a cab, the driver’s nets machine rejected my card after like a hundred times and I had to rush to the nearest atm (which was not even near) just to frikkin’ withdraw my money. Yep. Great.
The day before (Christmas eve), work was hell. The number of customers I had @ ion’s steve madden was not as overwhelming as I thought it would be, but golly jee! The amount of fuckery they hit me with in the afternoon was insane. Not that I didn’t prepare, it was just…unbelievable. Within that 10hours, I lose count of how many times I threw silent daggers of fury at my customers behind my fake smiles. After a long day at work, I decided to meet up with my friends at somerset to chill out. Walking from Orchard, I went through another hell. It was packed with people (I don’t usually mind but I think I may be getting claustrophobia soon) and I felt so small like as if everyone was towering over me. It was raining. You have no idea how scared I was being all alone in such a crowd as everybody were squeezing their way through and policemen were screaming their lungs out trying to control the human traffic. There were drunken people surrounding me saying hello with large cans of beer in their hands and their stinky mouth so close to me. Hooligans all around spraying cans of white stuffs (I supposed that is like some kind of ‘snow’?) at each other and they sprayed them in the air too. Thank god I managed to hide in between strangers to escape from all those shizz!
Nevertheless, my day ended off great. I had an impromptu meet-up with irfeen and decided to have supper @ newton. I never thought I would eat that much since it was past midnight but who cares? The seafood was delicious. Now I’m craving for some more!!!
If you’re wondering about my plans for 2012 countdown- NIL. NONE. NOTHING. I’ve been getting a lot of invitations from my friends to go to parties which I rejected countless of times without any hesitation. Call me boring or whatsoever. Thing is, I don’t want to start partying again. (or at least….for now?) I would rather not have plans for countdown than spending it in a club with people I barely even know. I like to start a new year in a decent manner like how my parents have brought me up. So, yes ladies and gentlemen, as much as i love to dance and have all the fun, I'll pass;)
Oooh, I have exciting plans later on with my ladies in the afternoon and i have a movie date at night. I gotta get ready soon! xx
